Embarking on the journey of self-discovery as an artist has been a profound odyssey for me. For years, I concealed the artist within, tethered by the conventions instilled during my upbringing. The notion that talents should serve practical family needs restrained my creative spirit. Initially immersed in utilitarian crafts I crafted quilts and sculpted with natural fibers each giving recognition to my past work.
Yet, a longing for genuine artistic expression persisted. The challenge lay in relinquishing the security of traditional teachings. Weaving pine needles into vessels, found a bridge between heritage and a yearning for change. The turning point came in a college design class - a gateway to newfound freedom. Life drawing, printmaking, and sculpture unfolded before me, broadening my artistic horizon.
The pivotal moment arrived at the Los Angeles County Museum, where I stood captivated by a Mark Rothko exhibit. Enormous canvases adorned with bold, serene palettes beckoned me into the realm of Art. It prompted introspection - did I possess the essence to tread this path? Could I uncover the unique artistic voice and navigate the labyrinth of self-expression?
The evolution unfolded gradually. Past experiences and teachings became the foundation for my current artistic endeavors. Each stroke on the canvas echoes the amalgamation of history and newfound desires. The artistic voyage is dynamic, and ever-changing, mirroring the kaleidoscope of my thoughts and aspirations. With every brushstroke. I am not merely creating art; I am finding my way, shaping my narrative in the vast, boundless canvas of the art world.